obsess to always smile

Dear lao gong,

Many of my friends worry more than me regarding that long distance relationship as when i said i dun feel to come back at jun 2010.. few of fren 1st reaction is: how bout ur bf!!" frankly speaking, i never worry b4 that u will dump me.. cause i trust u !!

lao gong, i am away for the 8 mths, when we 1st meet shld run up frm far distance and hugging n carrying each other.. but we never.. i really want that feeling..

i finally finished the movie that i adicted!! i miss u all the time!!! i love you all the time!!!!!!!!

today when see some couple in the uni holding hand, i am really envy?? y not choose bf at university instead at high school.. lolz.... how good if we can study at the same uni. but that chances probably very very less!!

is alright!! don't blame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw, yesterday i did dreamm about we getting marry and the our the scenario of our wedding dinner!! actually is not scnerio!! is lao po giving lecturer in our wedding dinner to said tq to u , WHO SAID LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP WONT WORK!!! muah